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...o ... kay! It is almost 5 AM ... SO I AM THUSLY BRAVE.
haaay Poly, it's Jules (Asch the Bloody @
contaminations | Heiwajima Shizuo @
milkboned), and I have some 'splaining to do! Now, I'm well-aware that this community doesn't exist to be my personal therapist or w/e, so I'll try and.
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So, you may have noticed that I pretty much have not existed for 2+ months! I sort of. Dropped the ball on a lot of things. And then time passed and I was like,
, and then I do this thing where I get really afraid and ashamed of dropping the ball and I can't even look at where it's happened, and then suddenly I'VE LOST CAT AND MISSED CREW INTROS BY MONTHS AND IT'S IMPOSSIBLE
and then i'm like
but i actually still love you guys so much that I can't... quite... let go. SO I'M SORRY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT HELLO GOODBYE goodnight.
(And that is why I've been gone. Yeah. Gee, if I wasn't about to lose him to inactivity too, I think Asch would eviscerate me before raegquitting.)
haaay Poly, it's Jules (Asch the Bloody @
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Something.
So, you may have noticed that I pretty much have not existed for 2+ months! I sort of. Dropped the ball on a lot of things. And then time passed and I was like,

and then i'm like

but i actually still love you guys so much that I can't... quite... let go. SO I'M SORRY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT HELLO GOODBYE goodnight.
(And that is why I've been gone. Yeah. Gee, if I wasn't about to lose him to inactivity too, I think Asch would eviscerate me before raegquitting.)
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LUCKILY NOT SHIZUO. He's not even gay. He's just. ...
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wait no if it was this guy
/STAPLES BREAK
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I mean hi quit beating yourself up.
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*fluffs you*
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/is fluffed
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