http://contaminations.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] contaminations.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] poly_tldr2010-09-26 04:49 am

.............

...o ... kay! It is almost 5 AM ... SO I AM THUSLY BRAVE.

haaay Poly, it's Jules (Asch the Bloody @ [livejournal.com profile] contaminations | Heiwajima Shizuo @ [livejournal.com profile] milkboned), and I have some 'splaining to do! Now, I'm well-aware that this community doesn't exist to be my personal therapist or w/e, so I'll try and.

Something.

So, you may have noticed that I pretty much have not existed for 2+ months! I sort of. Dropped the ball on a lot of things. And then time passed and I was like, , and then I do this thing where I get really afraid and ashamed of dropping the ball and I can't even look at where it's happened, and then suddenly I'VE LOST CAT AND MISSED CREW INTROS BY MONTHS AND IT'S IMPOSSIBLE

and then i'm like

but i actually still love you guys so much that I can't... quite... let go. SO I'M SORRY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT HELLO GOODBYE goodnight.

(And that is why I've been gone. Yeah. Gee, if I wasn't about to lose him to inactivity too, I think Asch would eviscerate me before raegquitting.)

[identity profile] sparkling-by.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 12:45 pm (UTC)(link)

[identity profile] misterblackbird.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
We'll never let go, Jules. We'll never let go.
deadly_legacy: (Comforting - Kissing forehead)

[personal profile] deadly_legacy 2010-09-26 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you!*

[identity profile] seekinghead.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
/staples to POLY

[personal profile] pleonasm 2010-09-26 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuules. We have missed you. ♥

[identity profile] favoritetraitor.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw~

[identity profile] bill-to-sis.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
This post is adorable~♥

*fluffs you*
blastiafreak: ([waitress] d'aww kitty ears)

[personal profile] blastiafreak 2010-09-26 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
/clings ♥

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Image I'M SORRY

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
.. lsfkmlsdf

/is fluffed

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
;;

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Rose. ROSE;;

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
;; /distracted by Euphie's bosom?

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
o-ow my skin

wait no if it was this guy

/STAPLES BREAK

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
;_; YOU SHOULDN'T I'M A WASTE OF SPACE
deadly_legacy: (Interested - Listening)

[personal profile] deadly_legacy 2010-09-26 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Oops!

[identity profile] milkboned.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
flsdkfs is me but

LUCKILY NOT SHIZUO. He's not even gay. He's just. ... Image a really special kind of moron.

[identity profile] feellikejumping.livejournal.com 2010-09-27 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
*patpat* It's fine~

[identity profile] pharles-at-life.livejournal.com 2010-09-27 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
But I like your wasted space!

I mean hi quit beating yourself up.
closetpervert: (Default)

[personal profile] closetpervert 2010-09-28 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Awww~<333 /sends hugs! Don't worry!